never gone

i'm declaring january 20--friday afternoon onwards--- a no-work day for me!!
i will be watching the NeverGone BSB concert with my twin, knolls and grace, and i'm really really excited! yay! tha't one reason why i'll leave work early, bahala na!

well if you're wondering, i'm not really a backstreet fan-- i don't know their latest songs (except for INCOMPLETE) and i own ONE album--MILLENIUM -- pirated pa.. and from the title, it's obvious that it was released about five years ago.But i really loved that album, it was a mature BSB crooning (not shouting) the songs...i've played it over and over and almost memorized the songs. but i'm not a fanatic. not like knolls, grace and my highschool classmate, Jaezelene Lanuza, who memorized all the songs, collect posters, splurge on CDs, were privy to every member's personal dilemmas, etcetera! during the BSB-boyband fever--i preferred listening to eheads, mariah carey or oasis - but like any other normal teenage girl, i can't help but hear the songs, see the videos and make BSB a part of my highschool conciousness.
Now i'm spending 500 pesos to be able to watch the concert and see the group (through the Video wall of course, what do i expect form a gen Ad ticket?) JUST FOR THE FUN OF IT!
i want to feel like im in highschool again, i want to feel the ka-cornihan and kabaduyan euphoria, i want to be in the middle of screaming teenage (?) hormones, i want to just have fun and laugh witrh friends, and 20 years from now, i want to look back and smile about the experience.