bye bye na

last christmas season, my twin sister told us all that she really is going to dubai in march and start her "lucrative" banking career there. of course, i was excited for her. i was already thinking of the pasalubongs, etc.etc..

My papa's flight to the US is today, feb 14. he's going there before his visa expires, and also to find work so the pamasahe is not that sayang, the valentine airfare rate is a lot discounted so they thought to take it nalang.. i just learned that yesterday so i was pretty surprised and until now, it's not still sinking in...

one of my bestest friends is leaving next week (tentative), she is also going to dubai to find work, so it is indefinite when she'll be returning..

all of a sudden, core pieces of my comfortable world will be missing soon.

jen and i have been together forever(literally).. we haven't been separated for more than a month or so, my twin is a constant in my life na alam kong andyan lang whatever happens..

papa, i will definitely miss the lambing utos, the dinners and breakfast that you personally prepare whenever we come home to angeles.. making sure that the aircon is on and that we wake up early on sundays, the tampuhans, the tokwat baboy and when we tell mama that she's getting fat, hehe.. i will definitely miss the pag aasikaso and everything..love you papa :')

zeens and i met in 2001, its now 2006 and we're still together, we see each other almost everyday.. classmates, groupmates, orgmates, thesis partners, officemates- (rmh & abs), substitute dates, best friends. weve been through a lot of things na, good and bad times, fun and not.. magkasama pa rin kame, sa ka cheapan at kapasosyalan, :) almost everyone in our current social sphere looks for zeena when they see me or vice versa.. we definitely "grew up" and matured together...

now just the thought of these 3 important people missing in my life gives me this unimaginable feeling of fear/loss/deppression/ ewankona kung ano... pero im also excited and happy for them :)

i know that in a couple of months i'll get the chance to follow jen and zeens, but it's not yet that definite.. oh well who knows.. i may be the one leaving soon ;)